Almost obvious

I'm wondering where my Cigarette post went. I also remember saving it on my computer here but it's gone from there too. Some mistake has erased it from my computer (perhaps) and the blog. No big loss I suppose. I was almost in the mood to write in this today, in fact I opened I started to log on then was interrupted. Since that interruption I am no longer in the mood to write but have forced myself to write something since I was already logged in. There I go ending a sentence with a preposition. I'm making the cliche of talking about talking. Or writing about writing. And stating the obvious. I always tend to think that caffeine doesn't effect me. But it obviously does. Not so much in the brain but in the body. Effects in the body are more obvious to me but if I consider other things the subtle effects of the brain are evident. eating crap food is pretty obvious too how it effects me. Still, it's the comforting effect of the food while eating it that makes it so good. Afterwards the self hate kicks in and the laziness. Fat is just so much easier to get that good food. Fat and Caffeine. Keep you sedated but awake enough that you don't realize it. This is indeed a bunch of crap you probably don't care about.