I don't know

Feel so depressed, so sad, so small, so worthless. Have so much that so many don't. Should toughen up, grow some kind of backbone. So apathetic. Don't care. Nothing to worry about, it's all worthless and pointless anyway. But chin up! Do what's expected. Not supposed to think and feel. Become drunk on the bright colors and false stimulation they give. Won't know what's going on anyway. It doesn't matter. Nothing. But do it anyway. Just because. No reason to. No reason not to. Chin up, lad! Do what they tell you, do what's expected. So happy now.

"I’m teaching you how to be a better hero Wally" - Zoom to The Flash, the fastest man alive